Like a boss.
I was prescribed this for my wrist pains for two weeks. I don’t know if I should continue taking it. It’s really working effectively though. I don’t have as much pain as I did before taking it. But, it is really fucking with my mind. Seriously driving me fucking insane and emotionally wrecked. Pain or mind fucked?
It is a fucking inferno in my house. I have no damn A/C for the past 3 days. I sweat constantly while it remains 80F and won’t even drop a damn degree. All I long for is a cold breeze every so often to strike my sweat drenched skin. The little current of air that sneaks through my open window. Past my curtains and then finally to me. Some god forsaken relief.
Today, I realized that many people lack integrity. If you played a few games the least you could have done was help out by paying a dollar or so. Seriously, man the fuck up. When he asked you to help him out because you expect him to pay for the whole thing was fucked up. Acting like you didn’t hear him was even worse. You cowards. And for the people who did help I would like to thank you for being decent human beings. Don’t expect other people to help you out if you don’t even put any effort. Yes, I am mad.
My first getaway that I’ve started was back in September. That getaway was working out. A time where I didn’t worry about anything. A time where its just me doing what I do. When my blood is pumping through my veins and my heart is pulsing every singe rep of weight pushed or pulled. A time where I admire myself. Due to my injury and lack of resources, I cannot even workout. I wish my wrist heals before Spring Break is over. I can’t even do a single push up without my wrist being in pain.
My second getaway is when I’m stuck at home. I just watch movies. Regardless of the genre, action, drama, thriller, comedy, I just feel a lot better. I feel like I’m lost into the story of the movie. Feeling the emotions of the characters. If its crying, excitement, anxiety, joyful, or just laughter. And I do cry when watching movies. It’s a trip away from reality. I don’t know how to explain it. It is more than words can explain.
Last but not less, is just spending times with my friends, new or old. Even if all we do is talk about random shit for hours on. I enjoy that. I do not know what I would without any of my friends. Swag.